I go back and forth

My husband and I have been married for 3 years we have a beautiful 1.5yr old. We both lost our jobs 6months apart. I have a bachelors degree and he has done Skilled labor since he was 16. He was able to find a job within a couple weeks. I am still having issues finding a full time job and it’s been over year since I was laid off. We’ve been using condoms since we lost our health coverage and I couldn’t afford the pill anymore. Any way somehow we managed to get pregnant. We are being evicted from our house and moving in with my in laws. We just finically can’t afford another baby right now. I had an abortion and now I keep going back and forth with our decision. Did we make the right decision? For the right reasons? Were we just being selfish? Then other times I know we did what we did bc it’s not fair to a new baby or our daughter now to have to live in a basement of our inlaws. While we pull ourselves out of this money hole we are in.