Damn you ANXIETY!

I️ will doing my 3rd IUI on Monday if all goes well in my day 12 ultrasound. Hopefully I got good follicles. I️ write this as I️ sit in the clinic waiting for that dildo camera to tell me good news.

I am under an enormous amount of stress and anxiety. Last Friday my uncle passed away that night I️ got into a car accident the car who hit me fled the scene. The next day my dog had his appointment for his annual shots and of course got a vaccine reaction and had to rush him to the emergency. By Saturday night I had a full blown anxiety attack. Now this morning my dog woke up with diarrhea!!!! Everything at the same time. I️t just makes me feel like this IUI isn’t going to work since I’m under a lot of stress. I feel like I’m not meant to be pregnant and universe is doing everything in its power to stop I️t.