Dear deadbeat

Seven months since you have seen your son.

Haven’t asked about how he was since August (even though I was kind enough to send you pictures and update you even though you didn’t deserve it, up until October when you decided to be extremely disrespectful towards me.)

Haven’t helped financially since last December.

Today was seven months. Seven months since you have seen your own child face to face and not just in pictures.

How do you do it?

I mean I know I shouldn’t keep count, I know it shouldn’t even matter to me since he has all he needs here and he’s taken care of by me. But it does matter, it bothers me so much that my child is having to grow up without a Dad.

Boys need their Dad.

And mine doesn’t have one.

But as time goes on I get better, all I can do is continue on with what I’m doing now. I just feel sorry for you, because you are missing out on someone absolutely amazing, our son. MY son.

At the same time though you don’t deserve to see this greatness.❤️