Mixed feelings

So my husband and I got married on in the end of October. We decided we weren't going to necessarily try to have a baby right away but we would let things happen however they are supposed to. Well they definitely happened.. only thing is I feel like the timing is kinda rotten. He has a deployment coming up next year and this is the first time he has gone overseas aside from his annual tours or training which are typically just a couple of weeks for the reserves. I'll be a new mom and doing things on my own right off the bat.. idk if I'm cut out for it.. I have wanted nothing more than to be a mother and have his babies but I'm just a big worry wart and thinking about all the things he'll miss. But I guess that is Military life..