stuck

i want to leave so badly... i broke up with my daughter's (she's almost 7 months) dad about a month ago now... he refuses to leave, so weve been sleeping in separate rooms. ive been a stay at home mom for the last 2 years so i have no money of my own. i recently got a job, but theyve only worked me maybe 5 hrs a week. seeking further employment. hes been abusive and is a severe alcoholic. i want to get away so badly but there is nowhere for me to go. all of my family and friends are 7 hours away. im so miserable and just so stuck!!! idk what to do anymore. But i cant take the mental abuse about how im being childish and breaking up our family and how i need to grow up and get over it. he never leaves me alone! i hate my life and as much as i dont want to i feel like giving up and just giving in.