Condoms ruined it..

I'm breastfeeding and frankly haven't looked into other options really, I know there are other options other than condoms.

After this morn... I'm def motivated to figure out either the right condoms to use or something else. I miss being on the pill and the best feeling ever is feeling my husband come inside me tbh...

this morning we were having mind blowing sex, which is rare when it happens. This is actually the third time condoms have ruined the moment... first was because the condoms had a horrible scent to them, I honestly couldn't handle the smell, I was gagging. Then the second time the new condoms made me dry or something so we bought lube and different fruity condoms... and they were too loose or something weird. We had to stop for the third time because of the condoms. I felt like we got the right size but maybe not. I was just so pissed after this morning.

How do you shop for condoms? What would you recommend for protection?

We have done pull out and honestly the rest of the month I was super scared I was pregnant. We also have trouble with pull out because in the moment, I want him to come inside me and we barely pull out in time. It wouldn't be a good time at all to get pregnant, we really need to figure out our lives and settle down with our first born.