So I️ met this girl. She was a nice girl. Beginning was pretty shaky. We couldn’t seems to get the right rhythm going about if we are a good match or not. She is 25, I️ am 31. She was a bit inexperienced in the beginning (not a big deal). I️ wanted so badly to start things off slowly...hangout get to know each other better develop a friendship before moving to the next level. She made it pretty clear she wanted something more. It’s not that I️ wasn’t interested in more but I️ have rushed into things so many times in the past and they have all fallen apart.

Anywho...

I️ went along with it. From the beginning I️ felt she was into it more than I️ was. But as time went on I️ found myself liking this girl more and more. She became more beautiful every time I️ saw her, I️ couldn’t get enough.

Fast forward....I’m finally starting to get on the same page with her but then my anxiety takes a hold of me and ruins everything.

She dumps me.

Now I️ feel so lost and empty.

I️ didn’t want anything serious with this girl, but now she has planted her self under my skin and I️ can’t get her out.

She dumped me in the most brutal of ways and has proceeded to block all forms of contact.

How do I️ deal?

PLEASE HELP!

I️ need to let go!.