16 months 😞

The start of my period today marks 16 months we've been trying to conceive. 16 devastating starts of my period. 16 months of trying to be optimistic with no result. I know other women have gone so much longer. It's just that I'm only 22. This shouldn't be so hard. I had to post on here because I don't feel like there's anyone else in my world that I can talk to who understands. My fiancé really does his best, but I know he'll never be able to know what it feels like to feel like your body is failing the both of us. So I guess it's time to start the blood tests and the scanning.