Hint hint HINT

So I have this minor problem where I will be really horny but unable to communicate it to my partner. Like I can tell he’s not thinking of sex at all, and bringing it up just seems... out of the blue. Plus, the times that I have very straight forwardly told him I WANT YOU NOWWW he isn’t in the mood. So I feel self conscious about bringing up sex unless I get a hint from him first. I try to flirt and make it obvious that I’m in the mood for lovin’ without actually saying the words most of the time. He never realizes 😓 and I end up sexually frustrated for days.

Not really asking for advice necessarily. We have talked about this before actually, and he said I just need to be upfront and initiate more strongly. Still struggling with that, mostly from fear of repeated rejection. By the way, we are in love (3 years now) as well as best friends and this is pretty minor to me. Just needed to spill these feels out somewhere! ❤️