I hope it's my month

Maddie • TTC FOR #1 going on 7 years. step mama

I'm 5 days out from Af. I took a test yesterday it was negative. I'm literally just hoping and praying it's my month. I want this so badly. I keep getting small cramps and twinges and I've gotten my hopes up too many times that I just think it's Af instead of a bfp. FINGERS CROSSSED!!!