Unfair

Brianna

Over the summer I lost our first baby to a missed miscarriage. Then in September I had what I’m pretty sure was a chemical pregnancy (super faint line, never got darker and negative after day 3). Thanksgiving weekend I got another positive. I was convinced this was our rainbow - the line was darker, digital said yes, everything seemed to line up. Last Monday I went for my first beta draw and they were only 21. By Wednesday the digital said not pregnant and betas had dropped to 9. Friday I started bleeding. I am so incredibly frustrated and hurt at my body. This week I have to go in for a sonohysterogram- anyone ever had one? Hopefully I’ll have some answers, but since we aren’t able to have intercourse this cycle, there goes my dream at being pregnant by Christmas. Sorry for the rant and thanks for reading.