Just a question

So I just had sex with my boyfriend and I’m a bigger girl and I have big thighs and my fellow bigger girls know about it but I’m big is the point and it was kind of difficult for him to stay in you know plus his 🍆 isn’t that big so it was hard for him but it was just so embarrassing I’m trying to lose weight for myself and just so we can do it with not much struggle what are y’all a opinion on this heh ( I’m so embarrassed)