After trying for 18 months, we finally got pregnant back in May

After trying for 18 months, we finally got pregnant back in May. We lost the baby on my husband's birthday (July 9). Today, after KNOWING that I was out for this month, after crying and freaking out because next year, we won't be able to afford another IUI, I got a positive at 13dpiui. I had been testing from 7dpiui and expecting to see SOMETHING, but, nothing was there. Yesterday (12dpiui) I said I wasn't going to test because I was tired of seeing the negatives. I just didn't think I could take it anymore. I even cancelled my beta appt because I didn't want to pay ($40 copay) to be told I'm not pregnant. I woke up today and decided "why not?" and then those 2 BEAUTIFUL pink lines showed up. It's our time to get our rainbow after MONTHS of pain, tears, agony, and heartache. THANK YOU JESUS!!! It even showed up on a digital!