First time with no condom

My boyfriend is very experienced. However I️m not. He's my first for everything.

He's older than me and he's been around more. Anywho. We started having sex 2 months ago and last night when both the condoms broke, I️ was gonna finish him off with head but I️ stopped because my mouth was hurting. So I was jerking him off till my mouth stopped hurting a little. So I️ was looking at him , then he pulled me up and We went raw (only for like 4 min). Then he came (not inside).

I️ asked him a week ago if we could go raw and he said no. And was pretty serious about it.

So when we went raw yesterday. I️ was very shocked.

Does this mean anything ?

Does he trust me ?

And I️ know he would've let me finish him with head because he loves head. I dont know what changed his mind.