It hasn’t hit me yet

So I’m almost 9 weeks pregnant, first ultrasound on Tuesday 12/12. I’m so excited but nervous. I don’t think it’s hit me yet that I’m really pregnant... anyone else feel this way? Since I got that positive pregnancy test on 11/4 my doc won’t see me to confirm, she said I didn’t have to come in until 9 weeks which will be on Tuesday... I think once I go I will be so excited. This is our first pregnancy and I’ve never even kept anything a secret this long! I’m dying to tell ppl, I have only told my mom so far. Waiting to announce it until the new year!