I dont know what my deal is..

I had my daughter on October 4th. And since then I haven’t been able to get in the mood or actually enjoy sex with my husband. I don’t ever want to be intimate. And when I do give in because I feel like I’m depriving him, I just feel like laying there. It’s awful. I think the last time I actually “got off” was before my daughter was born.

He was trying to touch me down there earlier and it’s almost like I don’t even want him to touch. It’s something that I don’t even think about. It’s just a reaction to grab his hand.

It’s starting to really get me down. He does his best to make me feel loved and sexy but I just can not get into the groove.

I read that breast feeding moms sometimes loose their sex drive, I’m breastfeeding and have an over supply of milk. I’m wondering if that is my problem.

I just have never felt like almost scared for him to touch me, like it’s going to hurt. And then it doesn’t hurt but I just have no motivation to get actually into it. I’ve had two csections, so no tears or anything.

He has never once hurt me and I have no history of sexual assault.

Sorry if this doesn’t make much sense. It doesn’t really to me.

Anyone kinda feel similar ? How do you get back into the grove of really enjoying your husband.

Ive been attempting sex since I was cleared by my OB at almost 5 weeks pp