scared to test...

My cycle is due Tuesday...and I'm scared to test. I told myself I would with until Sunday. We tried really hard this cycle tracking more doing the BD every other day. I had a HSG done on Nov.26. I have been cramping since ovulation week and I'm super moody. I got sick Thursday.....but now I'm so scared to test thinking I'm going to get a BFN! *UPDATE* I tested this morning and it came back negative. Im trying hard not to stress or be sad but its really hard when you feel like you did everything and still come with a negative. This has been a long 2 years.