Blighted ovum

Two days ago being on week 9 we got a confirmation that there’s no embryo developing. I had to choose between vacuum abortion or medication. I chose the vacuum and I’m having it done Dec, 12. I’m so sorry for anyone who is going through this. So painful, can’t focus on anything. This is our first pregnancy and we conceived very soon and were so happy about it. Can’t believe it’s over. And I’m so afraid that it’s going to be difficult to have a healthy pregnancy after having gone through an abortion. 😭💔