everyone, everything, makes me miserable

Erin

I have a pretty good life, as my fiancé likes to point that out, but I’m still miserable. I’m 25w4d and all I see are problems everywhere. Baby boy is due 3/21/2018 and we have nothing for him other than what friends have given us and we haven’t set anything up. We need to clean out the guest room and make it the baby’s room. That means finding a new place for the cat box (it was in the closet) and there’s just no good place to put it in this apartment. My fiancé tries really hard, but he just doesn’t understand. I have depression anyway and my meds have been lowered since I’m pregnant. Everything is so overwhelming and all he says is he’ll do it or he’ll take care of it. Every once in a while he’ll throw it in my face that he does everything now and I understand his frustration, but I don’t have the capacity to manage my emotions right now. We both work full time and I’m just too tired to do anything. I don’t know what to do. I guess I just wanted to vent.

He has a few days off this week and he said he’ll take down the bed and things in the guest room and get a storage unit and clean the carpets so I can get started in there. Hopefully I’m just upset that I can nest properly and after he does those things I’ll feel better, but I just don’t know.