Last Week of the Second Trimester Thoughts💭

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I’m currently about 7 months pregnant. I started out at 134 pounds and got down to 125 pounds for the first few months of my pregnancy because I was so sick. Then I finally started to gain that dreaded baby weight. I’m now up to 150 pounds and let me tell you...looking in the mirror and seeing myself like this...horrifying. It’s all in my belly and around my torso. My baby girl is already 2 pounds and making it very difficult to walk nowadays😩😂 I wouldn’t trade this for the world, because I just know this is what I needed in my life. But the fact that I’m getting...fat...is so discouraging to me and makes me fear I won’t be able to lose the baby weight. I’ve gained over 15 pounds now. I’m actually at the considered normal weight for someone my height and age. But I hate it. I hate that I don’t like taking my clothes off. Or looking at myself in the mirror.

Little Evee Jean, if you spend 9 months in there and come out just to look like your dad...I honestly wouldn’t even be mad😂 at least he’s the one with good looks in our little family 😂🤤

And now...I want to eat more turkey bacon💕

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