Have you girls ever loved a man sooo much?! Everything was just absolutely perfect then you find out he cheated?

Yeah that happened to me with my boyfriend of 2 years.. he’s in the military and he cheated on me when he went back to his hometown. I was on his Snapchat and i found videos of her sleeping in his arms with the caption “when the dick bomb asf” he says he don’t love her and it was a mistake but not only did he fuck her, they went out to eat, clubbing, and everything else together so how was it a fuckin mistake?! We broke up a week ago & a couple of days ago he talked me into coming over and we started talking and drinking, my emotions got the best of me & we ended up having sex. BAD mistake, we tried again but i couldn’t get it out of my head so i ended it.. i came to reality and i felt used & unappreciated.. well Sunday he told me he was going back down there to see his mom & he was going to miss me but i didn’t respond. He Went back down there today....

I know he’s not my man & i broke it off but the thought of him fuckin that girl AGAIN while he’s home is all that’s playing in my head. How do i forget about him? I keep forcing myself not to cry & telling myself i AM good ENOUGH and it’s not my fault.

How did some of you ladies get over someone who hurt you? I hate him for it i do, I’m scared that deep down i still love & want him