My boyfriend made me feel like a failure for not having a license or job, (I'm 18, he's 20. We both graduated in July). So I'm depressed cause I can't get my license for another month or so, so I feel like I'm failing him.

And my sleep scedual is messed, literally feel like my life is going no where, I sleep from 6am-2pm, then I care for my pets, shower and stuff, then lately I've been learning swift because I want to make an app, and hopefully make money off it lol. I mean I have a goal in life, and I know what kind of job I want when I get a car. Get a tech job, go to community college for calculus and two lab sciences, transfer to WPI for robotics engineering, head to California and work for a robotics company there, make my own robotics businesses. I know I'm good at imagining what I want to build then build it, I'm learning code again, and I enjoy it. I enjoy everything about robotics. He knows I'm setting my life twords that, and I can get a good tech job that will help me. It will take a few months longer, but I can get it and I won't have panic attacks. I'll be comfortable and happy with a tech job. But, he wants me to get a job asap, but the only jobs i can do that with are like cashiers and stuff, I have social anxiety. I will legit suffer. I know he wants us to live together asap, but I'm not ready for that. TL;DR: Boyfriend makes me feel shitty for not having car or job. Wants me to get job ASAP. I have plans and goals. Boyfriend wants me to get shitty job thay I will hate. Even though if I wait a few months I can get one I love, and that will help my future. Feel like a failure for not having car or job.