I need some help

I’ve been overcoming depression that hasn’t been diagnosed. Months ago during my last semester of highschool in senior year my guidance counselor told me i might have depression but my parents never got me help. I’m so lost and tired and fed up.

I’ve been getting migraines, neck and back pain for the longest time, it’s not as bad as it was a year ago I used to get migraines everyday and doctors didn’t do anything, I feel alone and angry and sad so much I take it out on the people I love (not physically)

I feel so weak and I think that’s because I don’t take my iron pills for my anemia. So i get light headed fast and my pulse is always zooming.

I ended my 3 year relationship because I wanted to be free in college and I got very happy after I even started to loose the love weight I gained before but I’m not loosing it in a healthy way. I don’t eat like I used to before, sometimes I only eat 1-2 small meals a day. I’m so fed up and lonely that I seek attention from men. I send pictures and I have sex with people that I don’t love.

I have been talking to this guy for a month now and he’s completely different from all those guys tho and he actually wants to be with me which makes me happy, it’s the taking things slow that really gets to me, I don’t get to see him that often which doesn’t help with the loneliness.

I tried talking to a school therapist at my college before but when it came the time to tell her my problems i just lose them Help