My real sexuality....

Im keeping this private as i am still so nervous. But i have been questioning my sexuality since i was so young. I have never been 100% confident about my sexuality, deep down i always knew i was never 100% straight. I always say im straight because im scared of judgement, losing friendships etc. Im just scared. But im starting to be more open about it, i have told one of my best friends and my boyfriend and they support me no matter what. I am romantically and sexually attracted to men, however i am only sexually attracted to women. The romantic side when it comes to women is still a bit fuzzy but im willing to flow with it, not be ashamed and to love myself for who i am. 💖