When my husband gets mad he’s pretty scary. Well tonight we got into a pretty big fight. He was yelling and I got scared. He’s really big compared to me and I get scared easily lol. Plus I was in an abusive relationship before him. Anyways, I locked myself In the bathroom until he calmed down and he started pushing on the door (it doesn’t lock) so I’m pushing back, scared, crying. He’s not stopping. I’m telling him he’s hurting me by pushing the door (and I’m pregnant and very high risk) he still doesn’t stop. Now he’s pounding on the door yelling. I’m crying.. begging him to just stop because I’m scared. He says “I don’t fucking care. You don’t respect me by opening the door, why should I respect you.” How the fuck does that make sense? He hurt my back when he pushed the door so I was on the floor crying, in pain. I started bleeding because I have a tear in the placenta which only made me cry harder worried about my baby. He finally stopped and sat on the other side of the door arguing with me telling me that I’m wrong and I should care about his feelings and it doesn’t matter that I’m scared..

This isn’t a normal thing for us