Oral Soft Rant

So my bff and have been sleeping together and it's completely awesome. our communication is more than efficient. the only bridge we can't seem to get across is the one where it concerns my pussy in his face. I'm not a huge fan of receiving head but when I want it at that moment in time... well I really want some head just that once twice to get it out my system then I'm good for damn near a year. so anyway (me) receiving head was a subject that came up often, sometimes by me and sometimes by him. and I completely understand that he doesn't find pussy visually, physically appetizing. so I don't pressure him about it; I suggest I get it from somebody else whether it be another woman (still waiting for my first lesbian sex lol😘) or a another man that's not him. and he doesn't like the sound of either one of those cause he's territorial. but at the same time he understands that needs need to be met too, although he still somewhat leans towards the uncomfortable side of the thought of me going to somebody else for attention. Not only that but he recently moved to another city and thats like 6 hours away from where im living. I preferably want a female to hook up with, but idek the first thing about mingling and flirting with a same sex crowd. and most women these days make things complicated. **sigh** this sucks.