Feeling so great rn!!!!

My Nana has anxiety and depression, my mother bipolar, anxiety and depression..and me well no surprise I have anxiety and depression along with horrible panic attacks. Being overweight with self-esteem issues definitely doesn't help. I cry like at least once per 2 days. I'm too scared to go to the Dr bcz I don't want to be on pills like my mom and Nana.... But this last couple weeks I been just feeling myself! I been feeling so beautiful, sexy, gorgeous and all the above!

With my belly rolls and all. Idk why I been feeling so confident or where it even came from but I am loving it and it helps my depression being so...in tune with falling in love with "me". I just wanted to share this with someone. Because I feel like loving yourself wholely is the greatest accomplishment some ppl never achieve.