Third pregnancy and...

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I’m hating myself for feeling this way.. I was excited when I found out I was pregnant but the last week or so I am just not excited at all. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been feeling crappy but I’m just stressing out that I’m not going to be able to do it - handle three kids, that my kids will get less attention from me or that they won’t enjoy having another sibling. Not to mention I’m super bloated already and I just feel really crappy about myself in general. 😫😫