need honest advice.. UPDATE

Elena2

So I'm 8 years older than my boyfriend. When We first started dating he lied to me about his age, cause he was afraid I wouldn't talk to him if I knew his real age. Before him I hadn't dated let alone talk to a guy in almost 3 years. I was with my previous relationship for 11 years which left me broken hearted and fatherless to my 3 children. He Left us all for a younger woman. Now to get to the po in, me and my boyfriend, "who I might add, is an amazing father figure. He's Amazing to my babies, more amazing than I ever imagined.

We've only been dating a year and a half and now we are traveling to Texas Wed to finally meet his side of the family and he wants to announce our pregnancy at Christmas and I'm terrified. i feel he deserves so much better than me and I'm afraid his mother will feel the same. who wants their baby with an older woman who already has children? This is his 1st child and I fear they're not going to be happy. How would you guys feel if this was your son?

UPDATE: THE WHOLE FAMILY SCEAMED WITH EXCITEMENT AND HIS MOTHER CRIED AND HELD MY TUMMY. Everyone was happy and cannot wait until we find out what we have. They Welcomed me into their family with open arms and are even more excited to meet my little ones. My worrying has come to an end. 🙆❤💙 Now we wait until the 27TH to find out what we're having .