I think I ruined my relationship...

I have been on birth control for a while and I take it religiously. The thing is, is that I stopped getting my period since starting it. It has become extremely stressful constantly worrying if I am pregnant and overthinking every little thing wondering if it’s a symptom of pregnancy (even though I know the chance is low).

I told my boyfriend about this and he told me that if he got me pregnant he would go with me to the clinic and pay for my abortion. I told him that although I would never judge another woman for getting one, it’s something that I personally couldn’t do. Obviously this started a heated discussion.

I suggested that maybe we should start using condoms or even ease back on the amount of sex we are having and he agreed. We both aren’t ready for a child; we are in our 20s but it’s just not the right time.

Even though he agreed to use extra protection I feel like I ruined the relationship. It feels awkward between us and the whole relationship just feels different. Now I’m even more stressed then I was before 😭