Hilda ✨ • 2️⃣5️⃣. Mommy to an angel named Lucas 💙👼🏽 Gastroschisis warrior 💚. Baby #2 is here 💖

I buried my son 6 days ago and my family expects me to act like nothing ever happened already. My mom saw me crying this morning and she told me to stop crying that I have to accept things as they are. My brother and his girlfriend had the audacity to announce that they're pregnant too like they couldn't wait. I just want to brake everything...I hate everyone!! I just feel like it's too soon and I hate that everyone is pretty much over how?? Cause I sure ain't...if anything I miss him more than ever. This sucks so bad 😢 I just want my baby 💔💙