daddy left

hi. so recently my daddy has been dealing with drug withdrawals and family issues. today, he broke up with me to better himself. he says he wants to get back together one day and is still talking to me like we did before he introduced the ddlg lifestyle to me. i absolutely hate this i'm miserable all of my stuffies smell like him and so do all of my clothes and i just don't know what to do. i can't cry anymore. i've thrown up so much, i can't eat, and i can't stop sobbing... what do i do? i miss him so much. like i know he's still there for me and he's comforting me and says we can get back together eventually but i can't function. i have finals tomorrows which i can't even focus on.