Hpv during pregnancy **vent**

This is extremely embarrassing to me considering I've only had 2 sexual partners.. One was my ex husband who was a lying cheating filthy dog.. Whom i obviously left.. The second who is my current boyfriend.. I'm 17 weeks pregnant, just had a pap done.. Came back abnormal. My midwife said there's some sort of lesions on my cervix.. Says its hpv. I'm so utterly upset, embarrassed, hurt... I don't know what to do from her, how to feel, what to think, what to say. It's not like I'm some tramp sleeping around with every man in town! My whole life I've had sex with 2 people for gods sake!!! I know who it came from considering my current partner was clean.... 😨😱😩😥😪😭😭😭😭😭😭