You. You are a pice of shit.

You run away from your problems thinking maybe that'll make them go away. Maybe I'll ask her best friend if it's a good idea for me to kick and punch her in the stomach.

Maybe you should get your head out of your fucking ass and realize your nothing to me anymore. When I first met you I thought you were a good decent guy. Neither of us wanted a relationship we just wanted to have fun. That's what we did.

When it got hard you blamed me called me crazy thought I just wanted your money. What you won't realize is that I can't bring myself to abort something that's living that hasn't had a fighting chance yet. If my mom had don't that to me 17 years ago when she was 16 I wouldn't be here.

Also I know you were trying to change me into someone you would want to be seen with. I'm sorry I wear sweat pants and baggy shirts and don't show off my ass and tits everyday. I'd rather be comfortable. You kept telling me I should stop drinking slurpees every day that I should work out and get a job I should go to school more. And should just just Stop being depressed. Stop having anxiety. The way you looked at me that day when I told you I USED to hurt myself I saw pity. You said I wanted attention you didn't even try to understand what I've gone threw what I've overcome in life. That in 17 years I've been threw more then you have you pathetic asshole. I've stopped because I asked myself what the fuck I was doing. You think this kids going to be messed up because I have "illnesses" you think I'm messed up because I'm willing to raise a child. And I don't run away from my problems and I don't let other people influence my decision about this baby. If this kids a boy I am going to do everything in my power to make sure he's NOTHING like you that he respects women for who they are and that he shouldn't run from their problems in life he will be nothing like you. I promise you that.

I'm sorry I'm a better person then you. I told you this is your choice that you can run if you want to. I knew you would. But the way you handled it is what makes me hate you. You are no man. Your pathetic. I hope the next chick you knock up you don't run from. So goodbye.