Feeling like an awful mother 😢

So I'm coming off Paxil and I've been very irritable the last couple days. Even normal loud noises in my house seem to be louder and working on my nerves and yesterday my son had an outburst out of nowhere for no reason I could see and I just lost it! It was almost a screaming match between us.  Well I just read that irritability is one of the many withdrawal symptoms. I feel like a horrible mother and now I'm becoming depressed about it. And my husband isn't helping! He just seems to be either pissing me off or making me cry.  I've just had about enough!  I love my husband but he's a real toolbag lately and the lies are so stupid to get upset over but there I was on my way to work crying about it l!!  I just want life to get back to normal!😩