5 more days till AF -I can't sleep

Fanistar • 2 boys ⚽️ and now a girl 🌸 My husband ( who wants an open marriage now that we had our baby 😤) and I have been TTC since late August 2017. Had a miscarriage in February 2018. Found out I was pregnant again at the end of March 2018. I'm broken but happy I

I'm 9 dpo and for 2 night I've woken up around 4 and find it hard to sleep... I then go to feel my stomach and wonder the beautiful possibilities🤰🏻of course then I feel twinges on my left side 😒 trying not to symptom spot is so hard. I really don't have any symptoms besides the other day I felt a sharp cramp on my right side that lasted a few seconds but it was strong enough to stop my conversation with my hubby. I even had to hold my side... but that's it.... no symptoms and I'm nervous to get a bfn.

What are you girls doing? Feeling anything out of the ordinary? Has this happened to anyone and got a BFP?