Plz answer :(

Im so paranoid... im at a high risk for a misscarry due to bleeding behind my placenta. I'm 12 weeks 1 day today and I don't feel pregnant like im afraid I lost the baby and I don't know it (silent misscarry) im so scared like i just want to feel a little flutter so I won't be so scared and paranoid. I also want a heart doppler but there like 300$!

This is my 2nd pregnancy, my 1st one just turned ONE ❤

Someone please comfort me im so scared 😔 why don't I feel pregnant anymore...