On November 8th, my husband and I found out we were pregnant with our first child. We were thrilled to say the least. I immediately began reading on pregnancy and different stages. When we returned from our vacation, I went to my OB/GYN to have the standard lab work done. The next day she called me and my World was shattered in an instant. Long story short, she told me that my progesterone levels were really low to be six weeks pregnant and had me see a neonatologist immediately. The neonatologist gave us the heartbreaking news that it wasn’t a healthy pregnancy and I would ultimately miscarry. I immediately began blaming myself despite him telling me that it had nothing to do with me. Well on 11/26 I in fact miscarried and I was completely devastated. I finally feel like my sense of normalcy is almost back, so I decided to finally post about my experience on here because I figured the best way for me to cope with the loss is to be surrounded by others that have gone through the same thing. Today my cycle returned and it was bitter sweet. Bitter because I should be pregnant...yet sweet because now that my cycle has returned my hubby and I can try for our 🌈 blessing. I pray for myself and all you other women out there who have suffered a loss.