When I became pregnant with my now 1 year old I had a dream... I was in my grandmothers kitchen in Newark Nj.. on the stove was a pot of gravy. My grandmother sat at her kitchen table .. a bassinet with a blue blanket sat in the corner .. every so often my grandmother would get up stir the gravy then walk over and look into the bassinet ... she would come back to the table sit across from me and smile ... the noises the smell all so familiar ... I remember it so vividly ... when u woke up I knew I was having a boy .. the first on my husbands side after 5 girls .. soon after they confirmed it was in fact a boy 💙 my grandmother passed in 1998 .. I feel her when I hold my son close she is my angel😇.. I love you Loretta 💕 Thank you for my beautiful boy Julian❣️