Lost first pregnancy at 6 weeks

Jamie • Married to my best friend. Ectopic January 18. MC August 18. PMP October 18.Mom to two fur babies 🐱

I spent today in the ER after my bleeding was getting worse and I was scared. I had passed a clot on Christmas Day and I pretty much assumed the worse after that but I was having no cramps no pain nothing. I had an ultrasound done in the ER and they were concerned about it being etopic. They sent it to my ob and he believed it was just the start of a miscarriage. I feel so numb that how one second I am pregnant and now I am not. I just hope in the future god will give me the baby I have always dreamed of having and finally make me a Mom.