I was engaged for 3 years to my ex, we had two sons together but it was a bad relationship... long story short he cheated and did narcissistic things constantly. I ended up marrying my best guy friend this year, three months ago. 💕 But I can't help but feel bad for my sons, that they have to go back and forth every week... it just makes me sad for them because I tried my hardest with their father. It was even to the point I begged him to bring the side chick home so he wouldn't sneak around anymore. I'm so glad I have no worries with my husband and he treats us all so great as if they were his own boys, treats me wonderfully and I don't regret marrying him. I just miss my sons when they're gone for the week, they're so precious and innocent and I hate that they have to have separated parents just like I did, but I know watching their stepfather they will turn out to be wonderful men and won't have to see mommy cry or be sad. They won't have to grow up watching heated fights or anything. I just love them so much and always feel like I'm not good enough for these precious boys.