Completely lost

Slowly I can feel my heartbreak. Tuesday at 7 weeks 4 days I was told my baby had died and stopped growing at 5 weeks 5 days. I had a missed miscarriage. It wouldn’t be so bad if it weren’t my second loss in one year with no live births. I had a d&c; today and surprisingly it wasn’t bad at all. My last miscarriage was natural so it was excruciating. The d&c; is definitely helping me grieve easier. I just cannot believe at barely 24 years old I’ve had TWO losses and doctors consider 2 back to back miscarriages happen at a 2% chance and a missed miscarriage is a 1% chance. I’m completely broken 💔