Pregnant and not feeling ready

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So I took several pregnancy tests the past few days since my period is late, and today it came back with what looked positive on two tests. My youngest child just turned a year old today, and this baby (if I’m really pregnant) will be my fourth. I’m soo not ready. This was completely unexpected. All my other kids were planned. My husband and I discussed the possibility of a fourth but not this soon! Plus my husband is getting out of the military and is still in the process of getting a new job. I’m beyond scared. Not to mention I’ve lost zero weight from my last pregnancy. I feel bad for feeling bad but it’s so much to take in. I just needed to vent....