I’m done

Well AF was due today and she hasn’t shown up yet. Took a test this morning and it was a freaking BFN. How many more times am I going to go through the horrible tww just to see a negative result. I’m giving up for a while. My birthday is in 2 days and I was hoping I would get the best birthday present I could ever imagine and yet again it’s a negative. Happy early birthday to me right? Not. Anyway since I’m out for the month and my rant is over baby dust to all of you TTC women out there! Hoping the best for all of us in 2018.