It's still quite a few hours away, but I'm pretty sure this will be one of the worst New Years I've had in quite a while...

My boyfriend is back home (Ivory Coast) visiting his family, and I'm here in Canada. He also hasn't texted me in nearly 5 days now, so that's been bugging me.

My best friend, whom I've spend New Years with the past 3+ years is sick, so she isn't up to doing anything.

My little sister is having her noisy friends over, and because we share a big room I won't get any peace.

And because I have nothing to do, my parents want me to watch some movie/tv show with them, which is definitely not something I really wanted to be doing on fucking New Year's <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>.

Okay, rant over (for now) 😓

Note/Update:

I know things could be a hell of a lot worse, and that it's not a big deal especially in the long run. I'm just in a bit of a bitchy mood today and this is the only place I can let it out some how.