Its not fair

I got my AF today, but had spotting and a few other symptoms so my partner and I were so sure we were pregnant to find out together I'm starting to get my period. He's been texting me telling me I lied to him and next cycle don't tell him anything about my symptoms or anything about pregnancy because he's over getting excited and then finding out I have my period. why is he doing this I'm going through it as well if not harder then he is. I had to leave the house because he's being so horrible. I swear he's going to leave me if we can't have a baby soon but he thinks my insides are fucked even thought I've had my bloods and everything taken (everything is perfect) but he has a low sperm count, smokes and is on steroids but I'm the one with the problem??? why is he being so horrible I know I gave him flase hopes but I too was excited:( I feel like a failure I feel so lost right now and not good enough