Nausea and prenatals

Hello!! As of today I am 10 weeks and 4 days! This is my rainbow baby 👶🏻💕💙 The first week and a half of knowing I was pregnant (I found out November 26th) I was taking my gummy prenatal everyday. I have the worst time swallowing pills. Until.. about week 6ish, I began to be extremely nauseous to the point where even opening the bottle or even thinking about the smell of them made me throw up more. So I stopped taking them all together. I have been extremely nauseous since I have even been hospitalized twice this last week due to not being able to eat without throwing up. Not even being able to have a single ice cube and throwing up. Even medication sometimes doesn't even help. I feel like I'm being a horrible mom already and my baby isn't going to be as healthy as they could be. Any advice? Do you think baby will be okay? I also have to take progesterone every night since I had really low progesterone in the beginning of my pregnancy. I really don't want to lose my baby. I want him or her to be healthy but I'm telling you it's been almost impossible for me to even keep myself healthy. :(