Ok so I’ve never really written on her before but I’m in need of a little advice I have two boys who I love so so much and I would do anything for them there dad was emotionally abusive to me and I ended up leaving him 5 years ago I bring my children up by myself and have done every since I love been a single mum but all that changed a year ago when I met what I thought was a lovely man ! We spoke for months before we met he knew I had children he didn’t have any we met after 3 months and we saw each other everyday he got on well with my kids treat them like they was his own he was great with me I met his family they accepted my kids and treat them just like they where part of the family I knew him before we got together he knew everything I had been through and he made me and the kids so happy up until he moved in then things went down hill he became controlling , jealousy , and physically , emotionally abusive towards me he never argues with me infront of my boys but long story short he would cause arguments for no reason he would question everything I did he would wanna go through my phone all the time know my every move he gave me 2 black eyes , strangled me to the point I was unconscious I ended up going to the police because I couldn’t believe he would hurt me after he knew what I went through with my children’s dad the day came for me to go to court but I was so scared I didn’t go so he got of with it I got an injunction so he carnt contact me or come near me but a few months ago I was out with friends and I was drunk and he was in th same club I ended up going back and sleeping with him I truly regretted it the next day I was on birth control . Social services got involved because he hurt me the knew I was no danger to my children so they closed the case he moved out and we didn’t speak he now keeps conning to my mums knocking on my door I am constantly living in fear all the time I pretend am not in most of the time I’m always home with the kids because they have a set routine I put on a brave face everyday so my kids know mummy is ok but am so worried he is gunna hurt me again and I need to keep my children. Safe . I found out I am 12 weeks pregnant with his baby and I feel like my whole world has been turned upside down when he finds out I won’t b feee from him ever abortion is a no go I don’t agree with them but I’m just so worried I don’t know wat to do also he. Doesn’t have kids and has always wanted kids I live in a small town so this will get out and he will know I feel as though am trapped and there’s noway out