Please 2018

Hi there. My husband and I have been trying for our first little one for almost four years. One and a half years ago we both went to get checked and over the course of the last year it showed that I do have cysts in my ovaries and that I don't seem to ovulate too often although there is nothing else wrong. My husband's first spermiogram was bad so he went to see a fertility doctor who suggested an ICSI and for my husband to do another spermiogram. It was better but not good enough so he had to do a third one which showed normal results. We have our final appointment on the 15th which was already postponed for a month. I am tired of waiting but also scared it won't work. What a rollercoaster 😣😊😍