Goodnight my angel😭💜

Today I started my first period since my miscarriage. I thought it would

make me feel better but I'm a wreck. I keep blaming myself that it happened and its been almost a month. I would not be able to be a good mom right now so it was for the best that she is with God now. He took her so she could be happy and look over me. I keep researching and a small part of me wishes I was still pregnant but when my period started it verified that she is gone and I cant control my thoughts. Though I didnt know her long I knew she was there and I would talk to her and read and sing to my baby. R.I.P Myra nevaeh Thompson went to heaven 12-05-17💜 You are missed my love and I will neber stop thinking about you goodnight my angel.